I'm feeling really really badd today .
I have a really big wound tht cann almost never heal ,
Deep inside of me , within my heart ..
I've loved you all along , thanks for all th attention ,
All th chats you gave me , ;D
I'm trying t let go , let go of you ..
I really want t stop my tears .
I feel like i could die anytime ,
It's just kind of meaningless now .
I really really hoped tht you could accept me ,
But i dreamed too big , too wide .
I'm selfish , this is my punishment .
I was really brave t confess t you today , <3
You were my everything . Iloveyou .
But it's really meaningless now .
I knw whatever i say is useless ,
Tears are falling non-stop .
I couldnt control them !
My heart wont stop crying , its my true feelings .
On tht day , it might be th last time i'll be meeting you ,
I hope you'll turn up .
Give me th last hope ,
My last wish t fulfill , <3
ILoveYou , Last long w her . (;

♥ F-ucked-uplife 3:07 AM

Had public dutyy today !! (:
And took Neoprints !! xDD
Fun t th maxx , thought it's really hot !!
My dear STAR (Xin) Fell sick , went home before duty ended .
Oh wells , hope she get well soon , ^^
Love you , STARSTAR !! (:

-♥ 160111

♥ F-ucked-uplife 3:00 AM

Just backk from campp !! (:
No pics t post uhh , Phone confiscated 1st day , ):
So cant take any photos -'-
Ohwell , Quite fun ! Had games and capfire i danced Sorrysorry !! xDD
Xinying and Huiwen's bed got cockroach at nightt !! OMGOMG .
Scare die me , At last Huiwen sleep beside me for both days :DD
Hahas , i was managed t survive sec 2 campp somehow lurhh ! <:

-♥ 140111

♥ F-ucked-uplife 5:29 AM

Tmr gg camping lerrs ,
Let's hope i dont see thing at night ^^"
Wellwell , I'll just hav t exhaust myself and that's it ! :DD
In th night i'll just be too tired t think of anything ,
And i'll just sleep ! YEAHHS !!! xDD
Thing is , I'll definitely miss him ><
OMGOMG , Sadd  )): 

Iloveyou , And i'll really miss you !!
Sad t think tht i cant text/chat t you for 3 days.. D;

♥ F-ucked-uplife 6:23 AM

Went t Vivo w mother today . Quite boredd !
Thn at thr got 1 fucking tiko keep looklook at me like wht shyt like tht !!
Damn pekchek !! -'-
Haishh , how t say uhhs .. Am really diacouraged and shag noww .
Cause of smth .. ):
Haishh , well , nth t say uhh . Byee .

I really miss youhh , i want t see you badly .. ):
Please notice me .. And i hope you dont dislike me ... >: 
♥ iloveyou .. (;

-♥ 100111

♥ F-ucked-uplife 4:35 AM