I'm feeling really really badd today .
I have a really big wound tht cann almost never heal ,
Deep inside of me , within my heart ..
I've loved you all along , thanks for all th attention ,
All th chats you gave me , ;D
I'm trying t let go , let go of you ..
I really want t stop my tears .
I feel like i could die anytime ,
It's just kind of meaningless now .
I really really hoped tht you could accept me ,
But i dreamed too big , too wide .
I'm selfish , this is my punishment .
I was really brave t confess t you today , <3
You were my everything . Iloveyou .
But it's really meaningless now .
I knw whatever i say is useless ,
Tears are falling non-stop .
I couldnt control them !
My heart wont stop crying , its my true feelings .
On tht day , it might be th last time i'll be meeting you ,
I hope you'll turn up .
Give me th last hope ,
My last wish t fulfill , <3
ILoveYou , Last long w her . (;
- </3 180111
